heartmindandsoul-5:

I kind of feel uneasy getting old. I’m afraid that time just goes by like this. The days when we cannot meet increase more and more. I hate to feel different from who I was when young. I hate myself for thinking such a thing, and the most detestable thing is the uneasiness that these feelings are so different.

I don’t know what I’m saying but.. having various and complicated feelings.. today. I don’t want to say “I’m living my life” as just breathing. I have to try [work] hard.

“the days we cannot meet” .. he is thinking about HoMin,for sure. and it’s even in japanese just like TVXQ has  concerts in Japan.

my first thought was “homin” but if you think about it, he is writing in Japanese because he wants to adress it to the Japanese fans … these are the ones he cant meet.

( right (?) )